2011 was full of ups and downs and of course its to expect since life isn’t always filled with happiness. After all, what would life be if we were happy all the time? I think it would become plain and boring. I thank God for allowing me to experience everything I went through this year. I lost a couple people on the way that have impacted my life in both positive and negative ways. I think everything happens for a reason and I am thankful for having gone through many obstacles throughout the year since they will only make me a stronger, wiser, and better person in the end. I would like to end the year by mentioning a few people on this post and dedicating them a few words.

Dear Mom and Sis

I promise to take care of you both and stick by your side the rest of my life. You both are my will and strength to carry on and move on forward. I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t have you guys by my side. Although dad may no longer be with us, I will carry his motto of family first. I know that regardless of what happens, you two will support me and be by my side even in the toughest of situations. I appreciate your support and all the love you guys provide me with. I know that my future partner will be more than lucky to have you both as mother and sister in law. I love you two more than anything in the world.

Fabian (Brother)

Thanks so much for being there for me when I needed you the most. I appreciate you taking your time to come see me regardless of how tired you were after work. I love you like I love a brother and I’m thankful for having a friend like you. I hope this upcoming year makes us closer friends than ever. <3 Te quiero.

Christina (Bebs)

 Just like Fabis, I really appreciate you being there for me. We’ve gone through so much through college and you were the first person I met and I’m glad we are still as close as we are. I truly appreciate you as a person and value your friendship like no other. Thanks for giving me words of advice and I’ll be sure to follow what you say next time. You warned me but I failed to listen, but at the same time I’m glad I made a decision on my own rather than following what other people told me to do. I look forward to graduating by your side and partying it up the rest of the year. P.S. Stop being such a grandma! <3

Michelle and Pauline

Thank you thank you thank you! Today has been exceptionally amazing. Going to that tea house really made my day a happier one. You guys didn’t fail to cheer me up and allow me to forget about everything. I’m glad we have been able to keep up our friendship after high school and allowed it to be timeless. I know that you guys will be there for me regardless and that although we may not see each other as often, you guys know I care and value your friendship. Thanks for spending New Years Eve with me at my house with my mom and my sister, we really appreciate your company.

Ivysaur!

You are honestly the sweetest and most kindhearted person I’ve ever met in my entire life. You are unique and I really doubt there is anyone else like you out there. So pure of heart and a true friend. Thanks for driving me around and dealing with me on a daily basis, I really don’t know how you do it. Technically, you could be my straight girlfriend because I probably spend more time with you than anyone else out there haha. I am more than thankful for having met you on freshman year. You are really someone that I’ll never ever forget. I love you tonzies! <3

SamWOW

Thanks for giving our friendship a second chance. I really don’t know what I would have done if I lost you. You are tons of fun and I love your passion towards Graphic Design. You make me look like an ignorant fool when it comes to typefaces and famous designers. :P

Ron (Hubby)

You and I have come a long way! I’m glad we crossed paths again. Thanks for introducing me to all of your friends and for taking me out clubbing and such. I look forward to seeing you a lot more this upcoming year. Thanks for being there for me, luv you beb! <3

Christian

You sir, turned my life upside down. You have no idea how greatly you impacted it. Positively and Negatively, I wouldn’t take anything away from it since everything happens for a reason. Having met you over the summer this year was probably one of the highlights of this year. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone like you before. You truly made me feel the excitement and thrill that my life was missing for a while. I appreciate the friendship we had and hope we can reconstruct it this upcoming year. Although you were too lazy to come tonight, I appreciate the fact that you thought of spending new years with me and I really value that. I hope the new year brings us back together since I really appreciate your friendship.

Daddy

This year took you away from me but I think it was for the best. Regardless of everything that has happened, I still love you. Honestly, I think right now I miss you the most because I need someone to rely one. I need that man figure to protect me and tell me that everything will be okay. I know that although we are far away from each other, you continue to protect me from afar. Every time I look at the moon, I know you will be looking at it too. I hope you become a better person and value those around you more than you used to.

STM

Thanks for the adventure. I really enjoyed it while it lasted and I can honestly say I gave you everything I had. Sorry for not being able to take you out on interesting dates and for being such a boring person. I wish I would have had the money to take you to different places. I thought just spending alone time with you or being by your side was enough to make you happy, or at least it was enough to make ME happy. Although I was ready to move on and take on the single life, you asked to date again. You got my hopes up, got me to fall for you again, and then let me down. Hence, although things may have not ended the way we planned, we both made our decisions. All I can say is, good luck with your future and I bid you farewell. Don’t let people tell how to live your life, but rather make your own decisions based on what your heart tells you. I wasn’t going to write you anything because I’ve already told you everything I had to tell you over the phone. I hope that the path you’ve chosen leads you to happiness, I just can’t be by your side anymore because I don’t think you deserve me nor value me. I loved you once, I loved you twice, but I cannot love you again. Farewell. I still love you.

With all that said, I wish the rest of you a happy new year. I apologize to those I did not mention but I’m just basing this off on this past week and those that I last heard from. I really hope that this upcoming year everything goes better. My new years resolution is to focus on myself and become the best I’ve ever been. May 2012 bring nothing but positive vibes for everyone. :)